RIP Colton, My Dear Baby

Day 2 is a grim day. About an hour ago, I woke up from a marvelous four hour nap.My sister gave the the laptop and went outside, then shortly came back inside in tears, her eyes red and swollen. Her friend was consoling her and informed me that Colton was dead in the middle of the road.I watched him be born. It was his 1 year birthday a few days ago...

I miss him. Just hours before his tragic death, me and Shannon caught him sleeping in a tiny wheelbarrel and we awes and cooed at him. I miss him. We have a picture of him from that tiny moment. I was going to take a picture of him in the road, but I don't think that someone's last memory should be a morbid one.

I guess that I'll get a new cat, that's what Colton would want. Shit happens, is what my mom says. Well this shit is a huge load....He was like a son to me. He is the animal I saw as a person. And he was the only 'person' that has never broken my heart and was always there for me. I think he could tell when I was sad, because he'd cuddle with me and shit. God, I miss him...


Colton, wherever you are. I miss you and love you. You will always be remembered. I love you so much and I hope wherever you are, you are in no more pain. I'm sorry that I couldn't save you. If only I wasn't asleep. I'm so sorry that this happened to you, Colton. If I could, I would kill the person who hit you. But baby, I don't think that I can find them. If I ever do, your vengeance will be restored. I just say you five hours ago asleep. you were so precious. Sorry that me and Shanny woke you up while you were comfy in your barrel thing. I am going to miss you. If you want, I'll get another cat in your memory. But I'll never love any animal as much as I loved you. I was with you every moment of your life. I was your mommy. I'll never forget you. I love you so much...Rest in sweet Peace.

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